Sometimes things get so bad that I don’t even know why I’m here anymore. I don’t understand why life is or does the things it does. It’s filled with hurt and a lot of pain.
It seems like all I do is try and try and try and it’s never good enough. For anyone or anything. I feel like I’m a failure at school, life, and everything else. I don’t know if I will ever feel like I’m worthy of something. All I do know is.. is that I want to be happy. Can’t someone or something help me out? I’m tired of people saying I have to be happy with myself first. I think even if I was happy with myself, no one else would be happy with me still.. so what’s the point? I’m tired of feeling like this :(
hahaha, I suck at smiling for pics.